since I have blogged. Just haven't been in the mood/have nothing interesting to say. So here I am back trying to feel some sense of normalcy. I have been walking around in a fog of homework, school anxiety, money worries, stress, kid problems and exhaustion.
Last weekend I went out with some old friends to karaoke (and noooo I didn't sing lol) and then run to our former place of work for old times sake. It was really great to have a night out as "Crystal" and not as "Mama". I've been Mama for so long, it's hard to see myself as an individual. I felt guilty for going out. Though I had no reason to, it the the girls night with their dads anyway so if I had not gone out I would have just sat home alone. So I am going out again next weekend for a friends party. Out to a new bar that supposedly has a HUGE dance floor! I looooove to dance so I'm gonna get out on that floor and shake me booty LOL!! Working myself up to be the confidant independant woman I have always wanted to be, but was never brave enogugh to try.
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